No Turning Back

I figured it was due time for me to do something a little off kilter and random, so I registered for the Broad Street Run on May 2nd. It's a 10 mile long race and I figure it will take me about a month to cross the finish line, and that's with me running the whole time. I know, I know... I haven't run anywhere in the past 10 years except to the bathroom after a few too many beers or to save my kids from tumbling off the jungle gym, but I'm hoping this is the kick start to getting my ass in gear for good. I want to make a lifestyle change to become more active and a better eater, so that I can be the healthiest I can possibly be for my children. The more I think about it, the more emotional I become when I imagine what life would be like for my kids if I wasn't around. It's honestly my biggest fear right now. It's depressing to even fathom but it's real life to me. I lost both of my parents at a young age, and I never really considered the effects of that until I became a parent myself. I always just thought I was fine or a strong person for being able to overcome such tragedy, and I am... but now I just want to do everything I possibly can to be there for my kids in any way, shape, or form. They better appreciate all this when they get older! ;)

So, I feel like I am very blessed to have an opportunity to join this run, which is raising money for The American Cancer Society. How many of us have been affected by cancer? My dad fell victim to brain cancer, my Aunt is currently finishing up Chemo treatment for blood cancer, and my Uncle's brother just passed away a couple days ago from lung cancer. Those are reasons enough for wanting to participate, along with getting myself into shape and having a fitness goal. I feel very nervous about preparing for this event, like I'm unsure of even where to start. I've been back at the gym now for a week and I already feel stronger after 7 workouts, but I am hardly an avid cardio person. I googled training for a 10 mile race and found this training schedule which I am going to start on Monday. Ahhh... wish me luck!